Rhonda Lofendo

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I was brought to this sight months ago in a negative sense and all the shit that was being slung aroung got confusing and senseless. This message is from my heart and i pray no one takes and muddies this up with twisted responses .This message is for Rhonda Lofendo.Since i have no way of communicating with you i can only pray this message gets to you.Rhonda let me start out by apologizing for anything in the past that i have done wrong as most of our time together i was under the grips of my addiction that by the grace of GOD has left me and i have well over 8 years clean.We were a beautiful couple that even though i was wrong for being involved with you while you were married i can trully say i am sorry for that fact but i fell in love with you.

         Rhonda I cannot control what other people say or do and i cannot control what other people make up and lie about.This message is not to defend myself against false accusations or argue with people on the internet i don't know....this message is to let you know that i love you more than life itself.in the name of GOD that is the truth I have thought about you each and every day since sept of 2005 and cry often at night(i am not lying) when i realize we are apart.You were the women of my dreams and i never got the chance to prove that.I made  some bad decisions while i was in Florida and to date wish i can turn back time and repair the mistake..That cannot happen so i have to live with the pain that is associted with the repercussions of my actions and mistakes.

          Rhonda I have years of things i want to tell you,maybe GOD will see it fit that i get to tell these thing to your beautiful face one day soon while we are on the beach watching the sunset holding each other and thanking GOD the day of reconciliation came. I will pray that me and you spend the rest of our lives togethetr as less the couple of mistakes we were ,are and always be a beautiful couple. Rhonda i can go on forever but it is very painful when i open up the wound of my mistakes.i want you to know that i miss you and Danielle and i pray we join together again.I promise a life of dedication and love for the both both of you as no other women will ver fill your shoes( i know because i have tried to and no women even comes close to you baby)

         I will close in saying this: i love you Rhonda Lofendo and in the name of GOD, JESUS and the HOLY SPIRIT i pray that your life is blessed by GOD himself.I want to tell you that if i never get to touch you again before i die i want to thank you for the love you put inside my soul as it was a gift directly from you through GOD and i have never felt that with any other women other than you in my whole entire life.I love you baby and miss you so much........... love YOUR TRUE LOVE KEITH

    Rhonda

       I have no idea if you received this message as i apologize for using this web site but it seems to be the only possible way of communicating with you.

Let me tell youu some things that are on my mind.

      First let me tell you why i love you. I love you because the feeling that i have when i think of you are as serine as the thought of GOD himself. I love your funny little walk. I love your kindness and understanding. I love your dedication to me during our relationship..........i could go on forever.Please look at our past as without a couple of mistakes we were beautiful couple.

       I know you have not forgot about me as this would be impossible.Our past was too involved and we were too much in love to just walk away from each other and forget. I think of you every minutue of every day and the only reason i keep going on is because i have faith in GOD in the fact that he knows how much you mean to me and by his grace he will reconcile our lives soon.

    I never wanted to hurt you as i was a man learning how to live without drugs and alcohol and during those first years i made some bad decisions.As i said in this first letter i wish i could take it back but i can't.I know you have forgiven me because GOD told me in a dream that i had a month or so ago.

       i will end in telling you that i think you are one of the most fantastic women GOD ever created.I miss you ,and i should because you are my SOUL MATE.

       Rhonda i know in the last couple of months i have been character assasinated and verbally beat down but the reality of the whole situation is that you know me better than anyone on this earth,including my family. And i want you to know that i have dedicated my life to serve GOD as best as possible and i know that even though you are far away that you smile when you think of me and how GOD has changed my life

           You are one of a kind. We grew together our whole lives and spent most of our years together and i charish those times.I would give away everything that i own..........evreything but my relationship with GOD to spend the rest of my beautiful life with you RHONDA,that is my promise to you and GOD.That your life will be blessed with serenity and joy if you seek reconciliation.

     Give Dani a kiss for me ...I adore you RHONDA and pray for your happiness and pray your life is meaningful.  Happy holidays and may the HOLY SPIRIT run through your veins and fill your heart with the love i have inside me for you.

                                                                                                         love Keith

Rhonda

   You are without a doubt the most beautiful women i ever had the pleasure of sharing my life with.I pray on a daily basis for your happiness. I am a human being and have fault.I love you like nothing i have ever loved on this earth.I have in the past years been torn apart by your absence and i want you to know i find no comfort anywhere as long as you are not there.You are a angel that i never knew i had and i ask for your understanding and love that i know you have for me.Rhonda let me in your life and i promise you will never regret that decision as remember who we are to each other...remember  i love you

Hello Rhonda

      I hope these messages are making it to you.I had some things i wanted you tou know.

     I want to thank you for showing me what true love is

     I want to thank you for the times we were together

     I want to thank you for your gentle touch when we held each other

     I want to thank you for you intimacy that you shared with me

     I want to thank you for your devotion to me

     I want to thank you for growing with me over 2 decades

     I want to thank you for all those funny times we had(tons of them)

     I want to thank you for showing me how to love

     I want to thank you for helping me through the hardest times of my life

     I want to thank you for your understanding and kindness

     I want to thank you for tolerating me during years of drug and alcohol abuse

     I could write forever about the thanks that i have for your love but....

     Most of all......

      I want to thank GOD for Rhonda ,for only GOD could have made a women

      of that calibur,a one of a kind women who moved me like no other women did or ever will.I might not have you in my arms right now but i am one of the most blessed men to live on this earth to be able to say that i was ,and am ,loved by the best women to walk this earth.

       GOD has opened my eyes and i now realize that Rhonda Lofendo was ,is and always will be the best thing to ever happen to me,and I would give everything in my life away(except for my relationship with GOD)EVERYTHING!!!! to be with the women of my dreams.

        GOD hear my prayer
       My Almighty Father in the name of your son JESUS CHRIST i beg of you to show me mercy and mend my broken heart

       Bless Rhonda Lofendo and her family with GODLY joy and health and I pray she lives a happy life.

      Please LORD find it in your love and compassion for me to give me the oppurtunity to be able to show this women how much i love her.

      MY heavenly Father hear might screams of pain as i beg your to take away the pain i live with.Please my LORD let me touch once again the women that i Love with all my heart i ask of you .

       My Almighty Father I love Rhonda Lofendo,please reach in her heart and give her my Godly message directly to her heart and whisper in her ear that the man she loved so dearly is a great man now and follows your ways.Tell her that i love her and no other,tell her i will wait for eternity for the oppurtunity to hold her again...after all i have learned that true love can never leave you and true love comes once in a life time.My true love is Rhonda  GOD,please may i have the oppurtunity to love her forever in my arms.PLEASE LORD PLEASE

Rhonda

     Take care. God Bless                             Keith

    Keith,

 Leave me and my daughter alone,ok!. I think your a fucking looser and i have to let you know that i never did love you.Goodbye Keith,